HEALTH | Mind over Matter

Looking after your body physically is generally an easy thing to do. It’s common knowledge that to promote a healthy body you must eat nutritious meals, drink plenty of water and participate in some form of exercise. Yes, it’s easier said than done, but with gradual, consistent changes to your lifestyle, it is possible for the laziest person to transform themselves into a healthier, fitter version. Mental health is a little trickier. How does one promote mental health and ensure that body and mind are equally healthy? From as far back as my teenage years I’ve focused on physical health but never once did I stop and think about my mental wellbeing. It also doesn’t help that there’s a strange stigma attached to mental diseases with little to no emphasis being placed on education of mental health.

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You must be wondering where exactly this is coming from. Personal story time. For the past few weeks I haven’t been feeling well. I’ve experienced weird pains in my chest area and around my ribs, I am constantly tired, I’ve had a consistent, dull headache which doesn’t seem to go away with painkillers, shortness of breath, my fingers and hands go numb and I get extremely dizzy if I stand up too quickly to the point that I actually can’t see. I’m generally a healthy girl but of late I’ve abandoned my healthy lifestyle for fast food, drinking and sporadic exercise. I’ve also been going through the most emotionally and mentally in terms of my career. Anyway, being the tech-savvy girl that I am, after an episode of throbbing chest pains in the middle of the night, I searched for my symptoms on WebMD which told me I possibly had 1 out of the 99 conditions listed. Not the best thing to do because by the time I visited my Dr a week later, I’d already convinced myself that I had some life-threatening disease. After going through all my symptoms and telling him my self-diagnosis he laughed at me and told me it’s virtually impossible to have a heart condition (which is what I thought made the most sense considering my symptoms) or any other life-threatening condition WebMD listed. I still insisted on getting a number of tests done, first an electrocardiogram which measures the electrical activity of your heart… It came back normal. I have a healthy heart yall! Then I also underwent a number of blood tests, and deep down I hoped one of them would raise a red flag and give me an indication as to why I was feeling this way. They all came back healthy. Apart from low blood pressure (which is supposedly what causes the chronic fatigue and dizzy spells) and a slightly higher than normal cholesterol level (I'm working on bringing that down), I am healthy. Physically. Then my Dr looked up from my results and asked me if I knew stress and anxiety could cause the symptoms I was experiencing and that maybe I needed to start taking care of mental wellbeing as well as I do my physical wellbeing.
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I’m still trying to understand how I am basically thinking myself into experiencing chest pains and shortness of breath. I know it’s a hell of a lot more complex than that, so I’ve also started researching anxiety and figuring out how best to deal with it. The mind is a powerful thing and I've started taking steps to understand mine and figure out ways to deal with stress. I’ve started meditating, I picked up journaling and writing again, I’m going to get myself an easel and paper to start sketching again, I'm trying to sleep earlier and I’ll be returning to my regular workout routine. I’m also considering finding myself a therapist to talk to because the internet can easily bombard you with too much information and I need someone to help me separate fact from fiction. I’m sharing this because I know there are other women out there who are going through their own confusing periods where their bodies and/or minds are behaving in ways foreign to them. I want you to know that it’s OK, it’s scary but totally OK. With some education and knowledge, and the resolve to work on yourself, you will come out the other side wondering why you thought it was a big deal anyway. Everyone's journey is different and you need to know that valleys in life are only temporary to help you reach those mountain peaks.
You will grow through this.
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Off the Shoulder Top | Country Road

Leather Skirt | Witchery

Sandals | Casadei

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Photographs | Jeff Rikhotso

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2 Comments

  1. October 3, 2017 / 3:21 PM

    I can’t stop looking at this outfit! So classic, but with edge! Perfectly styled.

    • October 31, 2017 / 9:16 PM

      Thank you Amanda!